Thursday, March 29, 2007
9:13 PM
i'll wait for the song to finish dl and i'll be off!
i'll mean it this time (:
tmr's ss and amaths test, i havent started but am already falling asleep.
the most retarded thing happened just now, i choked up my sink and couldnt find the pump thingy, called my mum who's like overseas she told me to leave it. but i was like hell, cant leave it it's so damm gross, so i searched the ENTIRE HOUSE for a pump, and found the toilet bowl one. oh well who cares, brought it to my room. then shit i dnt knw how to use it. so was like practically playing with it and WHOOOSH. suddenly the sink was cleared, but it was so ridiculous so i continued playing -.- i think i can go repair choked sinks alr :) haha!
dance prac plus gateway after school just now. gateway, we think until we srsly started thinking super out of pt stuff. and SO MUCH FOR MY GUN IDEA. i dnt care, i'll still keep to what i said this early morn/ last night! unless am desperate that is. so now -> VOLCANO, or CAR. i think the volcano's idea's cool. (as well as many other adsurd one's i've come out with :O ) dance prac was well, FUNNY. just dont embarrass ourselves too much tmr can alr, since like after last yr, nth's worse is there?
to understand, you've got to experience
fix me in.45
12:33 AM
( i declare studying in front of the computer is useless. )
I JUST HAVE THE MOST ABSURD IDEAS FOR GATEWAY AGAIN.
but we'll do a detailed proposal
and not leave out any single detail
or overestimate the weight it can take
or be too over ambitious :O
we'll work hard together, yes
do a second trial, a thrid if needed
work towards our target:
an ORIGINAL gateway, that's CLIMABLE yet IMPRESSIVE.
i wont leave guides with a pathetic gateway,
i CANT.
it's damm sad the way we're seen,
like some easy piece of shit.
and i finally understood what THEY mean,
fucking USELESS.
wells, at least you share the same opinions,allowing me to just blabber it all out once and for all.
fix me in.45
Sunday, March 25, 2007
3:38 PM
adam khoo workshop for thepast 3 days, didnt really motivate me to like what, study study and study. ( for one, i still havent started studying for real since wednesday?) more like it made me see more purpose in studying and realised that i have to have a real purpose in life to go on, and wells, to appreciate others better and to hmmm. love myself?
all three days were hilarious, esp the first day where we laughed like hell. we didnt get scolded at all, our trainer ramesh saw no point in it, that's what he said. anyway we were already crying like hell with him not scolding on the second afternoon, damm malu lah, i never ever cry in front of my classmates before (sides reflection day, and it wasnt bad?) and on the third day, cried again singing hold on to your dream (brings back memories huh) after writing letters. then everything was well till at night, after damm sian parents talk, then some ppl went up one by one to say what they wanted to say, and many just cried like hell again :/
wells, we shall work hard together yeah! i feel motivated to concentrate when i study though :O perhaps i shall start right now. :)
fix me in.45
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
5:48 PM
so i just came home when i could have been home a damm hour earlier?!! was trying to print photos at the photo machine outside school, but they couldn't load?! after trying in the wee hours of this morning and then with may's suggestion to print photos instead, and waiting half an hour for the woman in front of me to finish (she was talking on the phone can.), that is. so irritating can. now i've got to try to use mydamm colour printer again. :/
who would care even if i say i am?
i'd look more like i'm lying, and i myself am not sure.i'll just carry on the way my life is :)
inside vs outside.
fix me in.45
12:10 AM
okay am despeerately trying to print stuff for some certain thing, but my damm printer i like dEAD?! uh what the hell. and is freaking late now for me to be sneaking here. HOW?!!! is not working!!!
am keeping more to myself again? is it cause i cant trust some certain people again? ah shit. or is it just that i feel damm shit when i tell people those stuff? oh wells. you think you know, but actually you dont.
it ain't over till it's over
fix me in.45
Sunday, March 18, 2007
6:14 PM
the march holidays have ended and i as usual, wasted it away! :O okay at least i was more hmmm productive than usual (at least i studied some stuff though i didnt exactly alw concentrate >< ) so wells, not bad alr :D
honestly, i still regret wasting my sec1 life away. but maybe there's a good behind every bad? maybe if i hadnt wasted it away, things wouldn't be the way they are now.
10 weeks left officially. time sure does passes fast, and very soon it'll be Os and then out of this school. and bleah, maybe i shouldn't talk so far first. i just simply cant imagine, in just a term's time, i think i'll feel super empty?! forget it, i shant kill my well, not depressed or sad mood whatsoever, shant talk about it till the time comes! (i keep saying that but i never keep to it -.-)
should or not,
i cant decide.
fix me in.45
Saturday, March 17, 2007
12:08 PM
patrol bbq, well me and hilda did miss jun! sadly she couldnt come :( other then that, it was alright, relatively fun i must say. we relieved our childhood memories and played at the playground and freeze and melt (ice and water?!) and there was this cute little 4 yr old girl and we invited her to play 'what's the time mr. wolf' with us! bbq, abit i asked " do you all know how to start fire?" sec3s" ermm actually we were counting on you all" me and hilda were like ti-kaming how to start fire lah, and it went well! :D i think last night made fp a better patrol in a way, and at least now they're abit more open and not as quiet? and now we can leave guides knowing fp will live on! :D honestly, i did leave the bbq feeling much more relieved, it turned out better than i expected it to be.
do i have something against you?
fix me in.45
Thursday, March 15, 2007
11:05 PM
i'm in no mood to elaborate on anything and everything.
life has been a hell of a rollercoaster ride, and my hols have been wells, lessons, gateway with me and my pathetically pathetic absurd ideas, and talkings. if covering up will do it, just do it i suppose, since there doesnt seem to be any other way out of this. but, will the conscience, will the feelings be erased? it's never that easy.
lie low!
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2094453819FOB!
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2094451593circles, just stay on.
fix me in.45
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
5:52 PM
isn't it all too late, or not?
too late to turn things around,
too late to make up for what we've done
too late for simply EVERYTHING.
the world is a selfish place to be in, sadly.
i'm sorry, we're sorry if we've hurt you(koped.)what do you get from doing so much from guides?
this stumped everyone we asked. the answer is (after much ermmms), friends [ really? or enemies too? ] through the process of doing everything. (and a high L1R5)
amazing isn't it?
fix me in.45
Sunday, March 04, 2007
12:39 PM
FALL OUT BOY! <3
it was a blast lah :D
it may not be the most fun thing i've done in my life, well there was ALOT of waiting, abit they came out only at 930?!!! and some retarded people who screamed for nth made me quite sian. but still, it was omg, definitely an experience to rmb! took loads of pics, jumped jumped and JUMPED! shouted and screamed a couple of songs (omg lah, xm knew all the songs?!! haha!) it's a night we wont forget! now listening to their albums, the images of yesterday come flooding back and their songs seem alive!
i cant believe we actually counted down, went, and now came back from their concert. it just... doesn't seem REAL, does it?
perhaps, i'll have to clear my mind.
fix me in.45
Friday, March 02, 2007
11:00 PM
morning - high.
recess -SUPER HIGH.
guides - pissed and depressed.
i've never given up,
and i wont.
i promise i wont.
TWENTY ONE MORE HOURS.
yes, i promise i'll be high tmr, i'll forget today for once :D
fix me in.45
Thursday, March 01, 2007
10:22 AM
TWO DAYS.
chem test sucked :( let me pray my results wont suck hahaha. okay i kind of expected it cause i came home and watched tv first instead of studying though it was like 10 plus when i reached hm?!! haha! and i was too tired to really really study after that lol. haha! hmmm oh wells.
okay tomorrow's friday and then SATUDAY. and one week later! last day of term1 :D omg and saturday again got healthzone! and gateway and the campfire! and sec4 item and blah blah blah. omg how fun hohoho. life in sec4 aint that bad is it? haha!
:D :D :D
TWO MORE DAYS, A COUPLE OF HOURS.
fix me in.45
