Monday, October 30, 2006
11:26 PM
it's sad how life can be just so ironic
isn't it?
the betrayal of trust.
sth i feel that i live,
to be torn apart.
back to one tree hilling <3
fix me in.45
Friday, October 27, 2006
11:47 PM
koped photos from cheryl! here's the process of me being buried and them weeping over my dead body haha!
okay back to one tree hill ><
fix me in.45
1:06 AM
we went to sentosa on wed! like finally, aft the school cheated us of our hol last fri ): haha! woke up at 850am and was late as usual. duh. haha! BUTBUT. pt and wshin and mindy were later >< pity lynn was sick so she cldnt come ): ohwell. 5 of us met in the train haha! took train from dg to habourfront and off it was to sentosa (after BOO-ing cheryl on the overhead bridge and making her scream hahaha!)
the sky looked super gloomy at first but it turned brighter. ah. what a blessed day! the psi was the lowest in days somemore! sat the LUGE CART first. omg damm fun lah. and steph ended up laughing at audrey's falling helmet throughout haha! we took the skyrail back and SIYI DROPPED HER SLIPPER -.- and cheryl was so super scared! hahah! it's not high, cheryl!
took the BLUE line to SILOSO beach and te ben and jerrys. and we started to play volleyball with audrey's beach ball lah. how ahem. SUCCESSFUL we were. me, pt and cheryl got so bored we went to the water instead andand. the water was so NICE AND COLD. and the sand in the water was SO MUCH NICER. than the coarse sand on the beach lah! went back and started playing frisbee. but well. got bored again so me, cheryl, estee, mindy, steph and wshin decided to BURY PPL. (pt and xt disappeared while siyi and audrey went to the sea! ) and who did we bury? a nice little grave dug up for ME o.O yeah. they buried me! haha! was damm funny cos ikept STICKING MY LITTLE TOES OUT. so wshin had to keep pushing them back in haha! and i cldnt get out cos the sand was so heavy =/ but. estee felt my hipbone and started ticking me. and everytime i laughed, the sand VIBRATED. haha! and finally i laughed so hard until my legs got out haha! and they wanted to leave me alone struggling in the sand ): BUT I GOT OUT WITH MUCH EFFORT :D
we TRIED to built a snadcastle, but i must say it looked more like a HEAP OF SAND. haha! then we gave up and just lay arnd try to sun tan though there was no sun, while cheryl and mindy and wshin went to do audrey and siyi's crazy treasure hunt and they found a COCONUT HUSK -.- played somemore and we started taking photos! and more photos! (i think the photos look super crazy lah. and spastic. haha! ) and there's this photo we took, we asked some uncle to help us and abit we thanked him the stnicks way aft tt. haha! so ERMS lah haha!
then got the movie timings for the prestige at vivo and we tripped down there! some of us ate subway while the rest disappeared again. haha! then me, siyi, steph, pt, xt and estee wentto watch the prestige while the rest went shopping. omg it was DAMM COLD IN THE CINEMA. we were freezing like mad lah. and xt kept saying we were so wrongly dressed. haha! the prestige is damm nice (: but chim. it's like some magician story thing and u'll only get the first part of the story at the end. we kept wondering what was going on >< but still it's nice!
siyi rushed home, the shopping ppl disappeared, xt estee and wshin went dinner, steph pt and i went addidas to wait for steph to buy siyi's present, but she abandoned us and went home after that haha! me and pt went to food republic but in the end i didnt need to get dinner cos too ex -.- so we started to find our way to the mrt and it took FOREVER. haha! and we stopped by candy empire. OMG THE STUFF THERE IS SOOOOO NICE :D but so ex ): okay so we went to mrt and home (:
yikes! am so longwinded. conclusion: bring more money to sentosa/ vivo the next time. and vivo is a nice place to
shop window shop! shall go there some time soon! photos!
okay. i shall be a good kid, and go to sleep aft this episode of ONE TREE HILL <3 and tmr, i shall wake up early at like 1030 ): to start studying chinese and not touch the com until i've finished. before i fail paper2 again.
my head's stil killing me ):
i live in a dilemma;
fix me in.45
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
2:20 PM
kboxing with my fam ytd was definetely amusing
and wwah cant sing for nuts.
and i learnt you're just a selfish little bitch,
going arnd demoralising everyone.the perfection,
but it hurts so bad, so deeply.
how long more can i hide the truth?
i dont know.
you're just a liar,
you robbed me of what i deserved
and i tried so hard,
for nothing.
how long more can i trust you?
i dont know.
get out of my life,
that's what i hope for.
you know how must i hate being controlled.
how long more do i have to wait?
i dont know.
piece those shattered pieces,
i can do it no more.
fix me in.45
Friday, October 20, 2006
6:03 PM
i've been feeling damm sian for the past few days,
and i dont even know why.
sometimes i do things,
even when i dont want to do them;
i just want to runaway from all that,
i just want to quit,
i just feel that i dont belong.
sometimes i'm torn inbetween two sides,
i dont know where to go.
it's just that feeling that wells up in me,
that i cant leave yet i cant join.
sometimes it's hard to keep up,
but only with you,
it's doesnt seem that i'm walking alone;
i guess that's where my heart feels true.
sometimes i just hope that,
if things will ever be the same again,
if things can last forever;
i'd be thankful.
fix me in.45
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
5:48 PM
hell.
just accept me for who i am
wont you?
thank you.
fix me in.45
Monday, October 16, 2006
9:17 PM
got back mep on friday. maths, eng, chem, hcl and phy today. am happy with my results i must say, not like i did very well or what but i improved :D seems like my mum's threat of taking my hols away worked! (:
okay that's besides the horrible horrible chinese. and YOU. come on lah do i not have common sense and eyes of my own. OBVIOUSLY i know i failed right. so what if you're at the top of the world, you didnt have to be so sarcastic and POINT IT OUT TO ME. spare others some thought wont you.
it's been a long time that i've been happy for so many days nonstop. and adding to going out tmr. hope that wednesday papers wont spoil my mood!
some people know not their limits.BARBADOS (: and the bong bongs!
sounds erm, cute huh.
hot barbie dolls!
fix me in.45
Thursday, October 12, 2006
7:52 PM
games carnival was damm fun today! much more fun i had than i did last year yeah. but it was damm tiring too. for one, they EXTENDED the soccer courts! i dont rmb it being so unltra LONG AND WIDE last yr! hahaha. then we ran up and down like hell and was damm chuan by the end of ONE game. and omg. SO UNFAIR CAN. we had SO LITLE TIME TO REST. like we finished FIVE games, all the other class had finished only THREE at most?!! was quite unfair sometimes. hmmm. but we got into semis anw, which sadly we lost through PENALTY KICKS. omg. reminds me of england and portugal yikes. played floorball and captian's ball too and after that we still went out to eat lunch and chat haha! i think am drained of energy now haha!
peiting! mtien! lynn! audrey! mindy! ben! wenshin!
i love our soccer team (:
we're a team!
fix me in.45
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
12:38 AM
5and a half hours of one tree hill, an hour of tv
and all the tear-shedding cause it's just so touching.
now my head's spinning like shit,
maybe i should go and sleep finally
i so love end of eoys, and i love one tree hill more!! (:
if only dreams do come true.
fix me in.45
