Monday, July 31, 2006
12:55 PM

acs(barker) gangshow! dance people (: in oriole caps and flowerpeck tee haha!
and without caps! our eyeliner and glitter ><
and again!
fix me in.45



3:37 AM

i promise never to forget my phone ever again
sorry i made you all worry!!

we didnt win best item, but i think we did great
just messed up the first song cos we missed the starting heh.
we didnt win best supporting either, but we did have fun

i guess you said right,
after every happiness comes a moment of sadness.

the very last;
fix me in.45


Saturday, July 29, 2006
11:51 AM

i declare i HAVE become very mean and i cant even stand myself ):
like why did i have to get others into trouble,
why couldnt i just shut up,
and why did i have to force others when i dont even deserve to?

let's jiayou for tmr's campfire, make it the best we can
practise, practise and practise!
practise makes perfect? yeah i hope so.
and that i wont fall again.
fix me in.45


Friday, July 28, 2006
10:15 AM

i think i'm becoming someone very mean.

that's not the pt though,
geog test's tmr and i haven't studied, or rather i haven't even opened my book. and i'm not even supposed to be here.
RACHEL!!!
go study for your test before you regret once more. it's still a few more hours before bedtime so you've still got hope (:
-tries to get myself determined and off i go!-


and i pray; please. just that once.

and they, still do fall. hard.
fix me in.45


Monday, July 24, 2006
1:26 PM

and photos specially for JIAYIN!! (: her mynah patrol but i dont see her -.-
and her mynah patrol again! with her this time heh.
fix me in.45



1:20 PM

selina and her spoon!
fork and spoon -.-
my ahem self-declared official gay partner.
and again! i look retarded =/
fix me in.45



1:05 PM

pop photos! me, may, ng, xm in 2loyalty!
sec4 guides!
blurred image =/
xm, me, ng, may acting stupid ><
fix me in.45



2:16 AM

for the tears will fall again.
fix me in.45


Sunday, July 23, 2006
2:13 AM

reality has sunk in,
the fact that farewell and pop has ended
just came to me after it was all over.
and i cried like shit when i was home
i dont know how to say it but i just wna thank you.
fix me in.45


Tuesday, July 18, 2006
2:22 PM

just nearly went mad posting up farewell photos,
click on them and save it urself if u want it (:
fix me in.45



1:27 PM

our sec three level! but xm's missing ):
me, sel and tong!

and jun comes into the picture haha!
fix me in.45



1:26 PM

WE LOVE YOU SEC FOURS! <3
fix me in.45



1:25 PM

during the break,
sec fours sitting round the candles,
eating,

and can you make out the words?
fix me in.45



1:24 PM

sec fours getting ready for their item now,
reach out of the skies!
blurred =/

and yet another song (:
fix me in.45



1:23 PM

the sec twos getting ready to present their item,
and again.
and the sec ones getting ready too,
and starting,
and halfway through..
fix me in.45



1:22 PM

and in came the emcees,
and our campfire o.O looks qt real huh.

it's the electrical one! (:
fix me in.45



1:21 PM

the start of farewell, and our little movie trick!
and came the video and their laughter,
...

and the rest sitted behind.
fix me in.45



1:20 PM

our little indoor campfire!
sec3 coh! <3 after our farewell preparation. (but no jun =/)
fix me in.45


Monday, July 17, 2006
12:28 PM

yet once again, i was wrong
you turned your back and walked away
not just one but all,
one by one, leaving me
would anyone be there when i need you most?
it was sth that touched me, and another that hurt me, i cried.
unwanted and lost,
alone and scared.
fix me in.45


Sunday, July 16, 2006
2:05 PM

just like that, one year's gone and farewell's over.
i still rmb the 11mths gone so fast, and then how we were rushing for farewell a mere one and a half weeks ago.

farewell preparation, though tiring, was great and fun; all those pasting up of newspapers to block out the light and admiring our work round the so very fake campfire in the "pitch dark" room, the deco to try turn mpr2 into a cinema, the crazy tuning of voices and practise of singing if we hold on tgt at the right pitch, may and ng's filrtatious acting, the romeo and juliet crew...

and farewell was a happy one! probably cause of the campfire that lifted our spirits? hope you guys enjoyed it, thanks for everything and i'll miss you all and all the times we shared! (:

is the feeling of sadness coming to me?
fix me in.45


Wednesday, July 12, 2006
2:13 PM

touched, by the own.
fix me in.45


Monday, July 10, 2006
2:20 AM

sad, happy, nervous;
worried, desperate, disappointed;
excited, accomplished, freaked.
depressed, stressed. all cause of farewell?
more like am feeling too many things
until am really confused?
fix me in.45


Thursday, July 06, 2006
5:59 AM

am just a freak sometimes
and in many ways and to many people,
i keep doing the freaking wrong things
fix me in.45


Monday, July 03, 2006
7:10 AM

dream come true?
fix me in.45


Saturday, July 01, 2006
1:12 PM

am tired, but happy
aft all the nonsensical yet sensical talk in macs
and getting so high, imagining.

though it's still in my mind and i cant get it out.
fix me in.45