Thursday, June 29, 2006
8:50 AM

i dont understand you,
i dont understand myself either.
what have i just done
i also dont know what make me do it
but all the.
i threw it all away just like that,
just by that stupid action.

am very sorry,
i hope you can give me the chance to make ammends.
fix me in.45



3:13 AM

confused.
fix me in.45


Monday, June 26, 2006
2:48 AM

last day of the hols and i finally got down to packing my wonderfully messy room, and i realised tt i've not done physics worksheetS due like two mths ago before ct, bio ws which has alr been marked long ago, chi test papers half done, chi compo and i dont have gao zhi not for the first time and i cant remember what else.

hmmm but since is the last day, i shall ENJOY (though there's still tuition and piano -.-) and only do chi compo on foolscap! and i shall cont to bribe my mum into letting me watch the ENGLAND match tonight! (:

so much for not looking forward to the hols a month ago, ( i cant say i didnt enjoy any of this hols XD)
now i dont exactly look forward to term3
for some reasons i do,
and for some i dont.

i cant bring myself to look at you for too long
cause it just hurts too much sometimes
fix me in.45


Sunday, June 25, 2006
8:25 AM

enrolment today, horrible colour party.
like i was in total shock when they said colour part take over. abit i had no idea what i was supposed to do and nearly blanked out.
then had heritage trail. i think am some mad person who likes trails and hikes, the one that u've got to run around finding places not the tour guide one haha! sorry ppl made u all run around so much ><

i dont like. painful.
i feel like complaining but it just aint right.

shall enjoy the last bit of my june hols.
fix me in.45


Friday, June 23, 2006
2:24 PM

simple words can make a hurtful impact.
fix me in.45


Tuesday, June 20, 2006
11:56 PM

so today wasnt as bad as i thought it would be,
rather it was great
until you had to come along and screw it up.
fix me in.45



9:32 AM

just came back from desaru
sat the banana boat which sadly we didnt capsize haha!
and oh gosh we jet skiied again! and this time for 35min (:
us and our ahem good bargaining skills.
and we went really really far, cause this time there were no restrictions at all
the first round of 20min, quite freaky at first cause we've not jet skiied for so long,
but we became damm daring and went at full speed like 100km/h (:
but kept breaking cause of the choppy huge waves
went back to shore, floated around in the life jackets and felt tt it wasnt enough,
so we went to bargain and thanks to that kind uncle ><
and this time we hecked care everything and just jet skiied like some crazy ppl,
even when the waves were huge we just went at full speed against them
and just flew over the wonderful waves, and me and yuka tried turning at full speed to capsize
but sadly we didnt again haha!

my, am so longwinded.
the whole point is that jet skiing is the best thing of all!
and i so miss jet skiing and the whole holiday<3

and today went for job shadowing
lesson learnt : never wear heels to fort canning (:

am just very tired now.
fix me in.45


Friday, June 16, 2006
10:22 AM

to my dearest gero:
thank you for the present and everything (:
i miss you too and i will remember you always.
love.

i dont suffer from insanity, i enjoy every minute of it.
fix me in.45


Wednesday, June 14, 2006
4:18 PM

dear miss rachel tay

you have a real lame password and a real cheesy blogname
your stupid land reclaimation made me love my geog even more
GEOG ROX MORE THAN WORLD CUP.
okie no link -.-

your woodbridge friend.
fix me in.45



2:12 PM

seems like for the first time
i dont look forward to my birthday anymore.
for am hardly remembered.
what a wonderful place to live in.
fix me in.45


Tuesday, June 13, 2006
3:42 PM

She gave my hand one long squeeze, then, quite suddenly, let me go.
fix me in.45



2:12 AM

HELLO THERE : D
some super smart and clever person is blogging on behalf of rachel!
am here to declare that rachel is suffering from mentalness and IT HURTS.
also, rachel loves david beckham more than gerrard cause becks is cooler and cuter (:
fix me in.45


Monday, June 12, 2006
11:48 AM

this is so sad.

so much for going shopping
i didnt buy anything! ):
the only good thing is that my mum allows me to keep my birthday money!
now i feel like using the money to go get back my dear phone but my dad wont let.

this is really really sad.

am i letting all of it
affect me too much?
take over me,
that i've even forgot what fun is.
fix me in.45



2:05 AM

ENGLAND WON!!! <3
okay but i shall admit tt they didnt play tt well after all =/
nvm jia you england! haha!
please stop hurting me my friend, i beg you.
i got my birthday money! cos am going shopping later with xm! GREAT SINGAPORE SALE HAHAHA. for the very first time i got sth for my birthday (: even though my birthday is like in erm, 9 days time. compensation for sadly, being unable to spend my birthday fruitfully this year. like got jubilate rehearsal if not job attachment o.O i cant escape!! and the weekend before am going to malaysia and the weekend after is enrolment. days inbtwn job attachment. HOW NICE RIGHT. so much for the wonderful 20062006.
fix me in.45


Saturday, June 10, 2006
12:55 AM

unforgettable memories from ytd
perhaps, one day, the truth will come to light :)

wongxunmin! have you gone mad from ahem? cos i have! haha!

world cup starts today! go england! <3
yawns. i shall go back to sleep so as to not fall asleep tonight.


10:29pm

i think am suffering from post____ syndrome
i've really gone mad.

mistakes, regrets
what's done cannot be undone
you just dont love me anymore, it'll nvr be the way it used to be
in a world full of people,
ive learnt that there's not many i can lean on
for all those times, i'd like to say thank you
it's just not meant to be.
fix me in.45


Thursday, June 08, 2006
9:39 AM

i think am over hyper. this is my first day am staying at home w/o going out to anywhere and am DYING of boredom lah. thank god today's the only day i need to stay home. sides friday but at least am going to church. even the com cant entertain me anymore. this is what ive spent the whole day doing - taking stupid personality tests, blog-hopping, watching tv and STONING.

Stability (36%) moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness (33%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion (56%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

hmmm. this is pretty true i guess
shows what boredom can do to me ):


some people just cant get it right, sadly.
fix me in.45



12:37 AM

watched she's the man ytd
gosh that guy's damm hot lah haha!

so i asked the counter person a really stupid question
is she is the man the same movie as she's the man?
HAHA!
fix me in.45


Tuesday, June 06, 2006
2:08 AM

i never knew i loved my phone so much
sorry my dear phone for mistreating you
i hope i can get you back (:

thanks so much for thinking that i'll lie about a phone lah.
fix me in.45


Friday, June 02, 2006
11:24 AM

am just damm pissed cos of every single thing today
and i dont wish to go back to the stupid mep camp

freak.
fix me in.45