Wednesday, May 31, 2006
12:06 PM
there at the bus stop; waiting
everything down; breaking
everyone apart; falling
like a happy lunatic; standing
A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty faceA thousand lights had made me colder and I dont think I can look at this the sameBut all the miles had separateThey disappeared now when Im dreaming of your faceIm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mindI think about you baby and I dream about you all the timeIm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreamsAnd tonight its only you and me...and all the memories, bitter and sweet came; flooding
i stood there; thinking
crying...
fix me in.45
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
11:36 AM
so, logan pie broke up with jean pie ( erm they nvr got tgt anw. it was all for sng jiafeng's cuz entertainment DONT GET ME WRONG. )
and they lived their separate ways happily ever after!
to all those ppl hurt in the story, i sincerely apologise haha!
and i thank you for all the entertainment.
end of story.
; a song to sing
fix me in.45
Monday, May 29, 2006
5:10 PM
-stares at the clock-
oh gosh. ive realy lost my motivation to study.
-braces myself for a screwed up paper later and goes to sleep-
hopefully i'll dream of mep and everything ive 'learnt' this yr will come to my head.
anw. as i am instructed to,
firstly.
i so WONT chop ahem pie up into pieces. MORE LIKE CHOP YOU LAH. haha! the mean me REFUSES TO SHARE lalala ((: ANW. i thought u alr gave up on AHEM PIE ALR and c****** dont share ALL things. got PRIVACY one lo. haha!
secondly.
AM SO NICE KEEP A NOT SO BRANDISHED ROSE. how can u say am mean RAH. anw it's long gone into the dustbin alr -nods--pretends to feel hurt for being accused-
thirdly.
i took such a long time to figure out what h**** is lah haha! no lo. SEPARATED haha! >< WHO ASK YOU BE SO MEAN. you inflicted this upon urself YAY! lalala.
fourthly.
okay then i shall grant you FAT BIG PIES (: haha! i thought u WANTED logan/jean/f/j pies anw one what. I GRANT YOU YOUR WISH U STILL NOT THANKFUL. HMPH. and. additiong. small ppl = small brain, big ppl= PIG brain YAY!
fifthly.
TODAY you mean. and we are leaving for UK NOW. the plane's flying off in 3, 2, ,1 seconds! OOPS. u missed it. AWWW. too bad haha! -oh i go to UK and leave u behind XP-
AND. yeah BUT DIFFERENT PLACES. am going to a nicer place then u lalala. PARASAILING <3
your new plane ticket says that the plane leaves in a million yrs time lehs haha! XP
okay SINCE I CANT ESCAPE. HAHA!. i shall demand a breakup haha! oops :)
and yeah in a few hours time i'll be dying in the mep room right. haha.
this is just so hilarious
fix me in.45
3:37 PM
so ive yet to progress much. where's my motivation gone to? RAH.
and sng jiafeng is now AHEM entertaining me with her retarded LOAGN AND JEAN AND wtv pie. note: the **** and h****m**n WAS FOR YOUR CUZ ENTERTAINMENT NOT YOU HAHA!
are you happy u got ur dear blog post haha!
1:05am
oh my. help. am stuck at the same place for the last halfplus hour.
i really want my motivation to move on!!!!! heck romantic composers. shall study (or rather TRY TO UNDERSTAND) african and indonesian music.
why do we have to study so weird stuff? not like we're going to go back to the past -.-
and miss sng jiafeng! u're just so damm hilariously lame lah haha! okay okay i shall BRING you to toyland canada and uk to find ur little logan and jean pie. and come back to singapore to present to u ur dearest f/j pie AND I WONT SHARE MIND HAHA! then i'll make u and ur little pies c****** and i'll abandon u at the roadside and i'll live happily ever after with my you-know-what. haha!
okay this whole thing's getting from GROSS TO GROSSER lah. but it's damm fun and funny haha!
fix me in.45
Sunday, May 28, 2006
4:11 AM
going out shall be my motivation this june hols -nods-
i shant go out till i've finished at least half my hmwk.
or at least i'll try to ><
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Saturday, May 27, 2006
2:55 PM
morning. went to buy heels with audrey, we shopped around for like 2plus hours cos all the heels either too gross, too ex, or dont have our size -.- finally got a pair that suited us but abit i think we'll just die doing job attachment in them haha!
afternoon. met xm, may, jun, fanny, jolene in ps. ( met my classmates first to pass cheryl her halter neck bday present haha! she was like o.O haha! ) took lunch and watched x3! it's damm nice lah haha! MUTANTS ((: then walked around, took neos... went swensens for dinner ( went to get money from my classmates first OOPS sorry i din go class outing >< ) then we just ate and talked until they cleared our plates =/ and me and xm treated may. abit it was like swensens = $45.85 = me and xm became broke from spending too much the whole of ytd haha! then crazy may wanted to take neos again. which was HORRIBLE like @#$!! :/
night. finally reached home at 9 plus. mum told me all the things the tchrs said to her at parent tcr meeting. quite dumb lah.
so. what a great start to my june hols. and i mean it (:
fix me in.45
Thursday, May 25, 2006
4:28 AM
sunday.
went for YISS and it was a real great experience, got 'slain' by the holy spirit and after that i just felt so peaceful and calm and just a feeling i cant describe, like the weight in my heart was lifted, my troubles were gone. when i got up after i was 'slain', and was crying and i could feel angels comforting me. this is like the first time i ever felt the love of god so strong and for that,
i thank you lord. (:
back to today.
so. i got back ppr today and got the most wonderful marks i've ever gotten yeah and i had to have yet another wonderful a maths test.
;burn out
fix me in.45
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
7:01 AM
hmmm. shall post back!
my dearest bestest muddy gero! will keep a day free to go out with you, am trying to find a day free and i'll cont searching for one. i miss you too and all the crazy times we had together last year! ya know i've still got crazy friends but none as crazy and funny and erm LAME as you lah. irreplacable you -nods- seriously cant wait to see you and talk to you again and HEAR ALL YOUR WONDERFUL AHEM INTERESTING STORIES! (: cya soon! love.
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Sunday, May 21, 2006
8:20 AM
i dont know what's driving me on
but im determined, determined to succeed.
determined like ive never been before
but for you, i want to
try.
oh freak. speech's on monday.
and i have totally no idea what to do with my so wonderful topic,
locally produced tv programmes have met world standards.
no offense but please lah
yeah right can
am definetely NOT looking forward to my wonderful june hols
if your smart enough, you'd be able to tell
am quite sure i did right
fix me in.45
Friday, May 19, 2006
12:31 PM
you'll feel at peace when you ...
have i?
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Monday, May 15, 2006
2:07 AM
time passes so fast, it's like i couldnt wait to go obs, and now is over):
had great fun at obs though was homesick for the first two days
OBS <3
cheng ho!!! <3
trekking and kayaking was like so damm fun!
first two days were like basics and height element, managed to climb that oh my so damm high and long log lah WHEEEE. i rmb how i backed out the last min in p5 haha!
then tuesday night we acted for our instructor and our buddy watch.
damm funny lah. prince kenny cheng ho and princess mauricette and their children, BA KU TEH!!! so, i was TEH. haha
wed went trekking with this omg like 10kg haversack. they made me navigator cos no one else knew how to read map -.-
trekked 7plus KM from camp one to like ubin village
and 4plus KM from ubin village to this ulu piece of land where we PEE-ED AND SHIT and you know what INTO THE SEA. haha! but damm fun lah trekking. though was super tiring like duh ><
night watch was cool. just sitting there looking at the dark sky, stars and sea..enjoying the cool breeze as compared to the hot stuffy tent lah.
next day kayaked bout 14km back to camp two!
my gosh I LOVE KAYAKING! yay!
was like so cool, me and siyi on the same kayak
then apparently we kayaked too fast and got scolded by e navigator haha
so. after lunch we took her erm advice, and kayaked at the back instead of keep over taking her XP
and what did we do, SLACK AND ATE BISCUITS IN THE KAYAK while everyone else was peddling tiredly oops. haha! then everytime only when we decided that we were too far behind then we started kayaking again haha!
in the end abit we were the first ones to reach cos started peddling hard when we saw THE RED ROOF haha!
conclusion. KAYAKING WAS DAMM COOL.
sadly didnt do jetty jump cos too many jellyfish =/
last day like the whole cheng ho was saying i want to go home, have an nice bath, food, sleep and am all ready to come back here! but sadly we had to leave ):
THEN. ABIT ME AND SIYI GOT LEFT BEHIND LAH.
cos the boat could not take in anymore ppl LEFT US TWO LAH.
and we had to catch the next boat eeps.
came home and you know what. my mum couldnt even recognise me!
there i was standing IN FRONT OF HER. and she called my hp ask WHERE I WAS HAHA!
apparently i became darker haha! XD
bathed like 3times but i still didnt feel clean
talked to everyone i could talk to for like 6hours lah and fell aslp at 8plus.
woke up at 10 wanted to go eat dinner but guess what, i fell aslp the next moment.
woke up at 2plus again and too tired to get dinner haha!
this morning abit i woke up or rather got out of bed at 12pm lah.
meaning i lied in bed for 19hours since 5pm ytd and AM STILL TIRED NOW.
signs of becoming a pig XP
and i just found out i slept talked to my mum last night.
shows that I REALLY DO WEIRD STUFF when am tired meeps.
okay am so longwinded. bye bye.
SO. i din post this ytd. AND guess what. HALF MY POST DISAPPEARED.
RAH. now ive got to go repost =/
finished finally ((:
what's done is done, what's written is written.
you cant hide no matter how hard you try.
fix me in.45
Monday, May 08, 2006
10:41 AM
past week, did so many stupid things
i dont even know what got into me yeah.
anw, obs tmr!!
and am still sitting here though ive not packed -.-
part of me cant wait to go, to leave this freaking reality wolrd,
but the other part is kinda dreading it, i'll miss you people i guess ><
oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLY WONKA haha!
i'll miss you too and i'll try to keep my promise, if you know...
fix me in.45
Monday, May 01, 2006
7:57 AM
what do i want?
i dont know either
guess ive just been
walking aimlessly.
why are you turning into a freak too?
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