Sunday, April 30, 2006
2:48 PM

just let me know this is jail,
i’ll probably understand better

that moodless me,
is already coming back.
it really ain’t a nice feeling
i don’t want to
but.

anyone wants to teach me physics?
haha

fix me in.45


Saturday, April 29, 2006
2:36 AM

SPORTS DAY!!! ((:
go YELLOW, go YELLOW, go go go YELLOW!
shall be enthu today! haha!

ytd was damm fun! outdoor coking and then pdg dance prac! left school at 7plus >
fix me in.45


Wednesday, April 26, 2006
11:50 AM

mood swings ;




p.s. thanks kor.
anw, good luck to you tmr! ((:
fix me in.45


Monday, April 24, 2006
12:46 PM

how the heck do you know so much.
how the heck do you know that ive done all these.
it cant be just a coincidence,
both you and i know it.

i can finally have a peace of mind that my entries arent read by those who aren't meant to read it.
for now at least.

for i do live in a world filled with freaking ppl =/
for my life is just like that
it's just like. yeah.

practically everytime we talk? you make me feel like there isn't any pt anymore.
i held on yes
there are still buts though.
fix me in.45



12:20 AM

taking your life isn't the end of everything.
if you need to talk,
find someone to talk to.

oh really
but that someone will be there (?)


jailed.
how it's turning out to be.
how i feel.
fix me in.45


Friday, April 21, 2006
7:20 AM

i'll try to
salvage
the dying days;
but im not sure
if i can.
fix me in.45


Thursday, April 20, 2006
4:31 AM

smart me has done so many smart things these days
conclusion: smart me shall try to stop trying to be smart when am not.
HAHA


everything,
gone wrong
and is not just bout the acting smartness;
everything,
slowly slipping away.
fix me in.45


Monday, April 17, 2006
1:41 AM

i suddenly feel so happy...
like caring bout or noticing such un-unique daily happenings can make one happy lah.
just as how reading sth unhappy/knowing someone's depressed can make one sad
another reason why i think am mad haha!
okay maybe only her knows why haha!

and one can never be judged through others,
you've got to see it for yourself,
judge each and every on your own.

take it or leave it
the choice is no one else's but yours.

okay another post that doesnt make sense. ><



i love like you;
i've always loved you.
fix me in.45


Sunday, April 16, 2006
5:14 PM

i think am MAD. really crazy.
reason 1: abit now is like 210am alr
reason 2: i need to wake up at 8am tmr yet am still here blogging.
reason 3: am feeling high still
reason 4: just talked on the phone for TWO HOURS until her phone batt went flat
(longest time i ever talked on the phone =/
and somehow i felt kind of good talking,
just nice and sweet in a way that cant be described)

ytd was damm fun! :) went to eat dinner or rather celebrate xm's bday with may,xm,jun,jolene,fanny,tong. supposed to surprise/touch xm but sadly she wasn't really touched :/ blindfolded xm and led her around to esplanade. was v tiring lah. and poor xm must have been so irritated and embarrassed. then sat the boat.. the uncle cheated us! it wasnt 20min haha! reached home at 1130 and my mum nearly killed me lah haha XP

okay this is such a retarded post.
shall go sleep now. FINALLY >
fix me in.45


Saturday, April 15, 2006
10:58 AM

you seem to miss scolding me so much
for the wrong reasons

-one and a half hours later-
my blog looks horribly gross.
my bro's com dont have any nice programme to use =/
shall change it again one day soon
( when i get back my com that is, apparently it's in hospital now )


it's just getting so high! ((:

fix me in.45


Saturday, April 08, 2006
4:12 PM

-yawns- am tired
-wonders if i should just go and sleep instead of keep on falling aslp here, ... OKAY. not funny. this is wat i just typed half aslp and i din realise it until a few seconds ago : unstable to complete anything-
shows that i do weird things while falling alp lah. and think weird stuff too :/


that ;
was just so true.
fix me in.45


Thursday, April 06, 2006
3:14 PM

thanks dad!
for being so nice to pay the remainding bill for i had a lack of money
and most importantly being ever so kind to allow! haha! :))
love <3

so.
i treated my dad to dinner today
and now i find out that it was not needed
my poor money!!! rah.
nvm then hopefully i'll have a higher chance the next time ><
fix me in.45


Wednesday, April 05, 2006
10:07 AM

was reading my long ago blog posts and realised how my life has changed and is changing. it's quite amazing to read through the old stuff. was amused at what i blogged in the past lah.
fix me in.45



8:11 AM

am just not in the right mood today but i dont know why
(no, am not depressed my dear cheryl ><)
it's just like how i chose to...
one. be insistent when i could have saved so much trouble;
two. leave when i had another chance not to;
three. walk in the rain when i had an umbrella.

sometimes,
life can just be so.
complicated.
fix me in.45


Sunday, April 02, 2006
12:56 AM

good x bad
right x wrong
happy x sad
selfless x selfish
kind x mean
positive x negative

everything you do, you live to regret...
; happenings
fix me in.45