Friday, December 23, 2005
3:45 PM
erps. i just plucked flowers and leaves from my neighbour la. lucky no one see :)) am motivated to finish floura and fauna logbk by today somehow la. abit i wasnt even planning of doing it at all la. haha. then i started doing suddenly ytd until 12plus and my mum made me go slp la =/ haha.
today shall be my last time blogging for the whole yr i think. whee tmr going out to watch NARNIA and then going to aus YAY. but the flights like at 1205am NOT FUNNY HAHA.
bye bye everyone. dun miss me WHAHAHA. but i'll miss my com HAHA. ><
merry christmas and a happy new year! XD
okay. in e end i din finish my logbk. cos computers kept dying on me and i lost my motivation. i have not completed it and wont touch it till next yr.
and ya. am not sad. really. it's just my dumb oversensitiveness. am just so happy now that no one cares. and i love to suffer in silence. :)
fix me in.45
Thursday, December 22, 2005
7:36 AM
thanks for showing me how insignificant i am
that i dont even exist in your life
not even in a single one,
something so small proved my worth to you.
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
4:30 PM
i won my bet! YAYNESS. i DID NOT fall aslp watching the man u match for like the SEOND time only. y? COS THEY WON. cos the match was cool. and i tell u. man u DONT SUCK. am sorry if i msged u SO MUCH. was to prove that am AWAKE la. haha -grins- then had a hmmms... a 'troubled' sleep. cos was thinking wat i wanted. and i feel so bad. dun ask me why. ><
fix me in.45
2:08 PM
went to do cip today. going from house to house to give out flyers la. -.- but i got 5h whee. like just 5 for e whole hols as compared to last yr's 50 la. HAHA. then went to eat lunch with gero and tiffany (like i've not seen her for erm 5 yrs =/) and their nj seniors la. i was like SO EXTRA. but had gero anw haha >< aft tt wanted to go home and slp b4 going for caroling but abit i FORGOT TO BRING MY HOUSE KEY AND NO ONE WAS AT HOME I VERY CAN GO HOME ONLY LA. and my mum wld only go home like at 6plus and it was like 3plus only la. so i dumbly kept walking round heartland mall and then stood at the bus stop like retarded like this la. haha. then was so bored and i was so mad la. I STARTED WALKING HOME HAHA. like SO FAR. haha. in the end i went hougang mall la with tong2 cos she was bored and i happened to past her house on my 'journey' home and cos i realised it was IMPOSSIBLE TO WALK ALL E WAY HOME. i wld have DIED la. :)) walked to hougang mall and walked arnd again la. until like 6plus when my mum finally was on e way home haha. was so damm tired la. and i din go caroling in e end. cos i reached home at almost 7 and abit they wld have started alr by the time i reached church haha.
my stupidity today caused me to be stranded outside =/ and it's not the first time haha.
I SHALL TRY NOT TO EVER FORGET MY HOUSE KEY AGAIN.
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
6:32 AM
RAH. am not supposed to be here la. cos my bro's STUDYING so i cant use my com. -.- am so bored la. got nth to do. tv also got no nice show to watch. WXM tell me how come u can stand watching tv for so long! haha. going to ps to book tickets for narnia later. the only time am allowed to go out for the rest of the hols. which is like 5 more days :)) my mum claims i go out too many times alr la. narnia is the only reason am allowed to go out one last time HAHA. going to do cip with gero tmr >< like for the first and last time this hols am doing cip la. last yr we did like siao la. haha.
I WANT TO KNOW MY CLASS FOR NEXT YR!! =/
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Friday, December 16, 2005
4:01 AM
oriole patrol outing ytd. i realise it basically was TALKING haha. >< but was fun la.
and i was so dead tired, went home and slept for 12h WHAHAHA. am so pig. XP
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Wednesday, December 14, 2005
3:18 AM
gosh i shall be VERY careful the next time i ever bet with ppl. be VERY sure that i can win the bet b4 betting haha. i've learnt my 'mistake' la. was betting bout SOMETHING and i was like surely she will say no la. now i gotta buy tong2 erm an EEYORE la. but somehow cos sngjiafeng claims she's nice for helping me cheat though i still lost =/ i gotta buy her dunno wat weird crocodile from action city la. diao la. am gonna be so broke whahaha. i shall be VERY CAREFUL nxt time. ><
whee. going out w steph, jw and erioca later. poor gero cant go. we'll find another time to go out okie. XD
i miss you alr and am going to miss you (:
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Monday, December 12, 2005
8:38 AM
just watched chicken little which was like SO CUTE >< okie i take back my words. chicken little CAN cry one haha. but they din play that song! hmph =/
chicken little : toady is a new day!
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Sunday, December 11, 2005
5:56 PM
rah. changed my blogskin AGAIN. think am v wuliao la. i just like this pic though the skin's not nice =/ haha. erps gonna watch chicken little, no i mean DUCK BIG later WAHAHAHA. finally found someone who wants to watch it lo. evyone claims is not nice BUT IS SO CUTE. okie maybe am youzhi HAHA. >< and mum's coming back later ((: got good got bad lo haha.
CHICKEN LITTLE HERE I COME!!!!!!!
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Saturday, December 10, 2005
8:06 AM
am wasting my life away la. sitting here stoning after watching 2h of love stoory in harvard! ((: am bored. no more AHEMS to entertain me alr la. HAHA. okie am so mean. haha. i feel like going out like ytd! went impromptu outing with wxm. pride and prejudice was so nice. okie this time we din do sth to regret. >< haha. argh. later got to go church for caroling =/ i dun like singing alto. i dun like singing. haha. aww no more mel to pei wo alr. she's going on last min hol to australia! hope will see u before nxt yr HAHA. have fun there! XD
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Friday, December 09, 2005
3:49 AM
mum went to malaysia this morning. think she's still on the bus? haha. supposed to go w her and my cuz. but i din want to! haha. and i dun regret not going cos i can play at home with my dear com and watch that love story in harvard show :)) mum got me addicted to it! and lose weight too! no one's here to control how much i eat YAY! by sunday. bet i wld have done NOTHING but play haha. am so mean rights XP
crap. man u lost. i woke up at 3.30am this morning to watch them play and i was AWAKE THROUGHOUT for like one of the few times i nvr fall aslp la. AND THEY LOST. =/ teared cos they played hard but they just cldnt get the goal they needed. now not only are they out of the champions league group stage for the first time in 9 yrs. they're out of the uefa cup too cos they are at the bottom of the grp. pray they'll do well in the premiership and carling cup and fa cup. there's still hope though theyr'e outta the biggest one. :)
MAN U- MY LIFE...
bet u din understand any of it -points up- rights HAHA XD
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
8:04 AM
am gonna die la. i just finished packing my whole room and taking out evything that i dun want la. and my bed is piled with clothes, my floor is stacked with bags and papers and books and rubbish and my table is full od accessories. gosh. i nvr knew i had SO MANY things la. pray i'll be able to clear evything out of my room by today so that i can SLEEP tonight. haha. XP.
fix me in.45
3:42 AM
i dont know why you are so kind to say yes
dont you feel that they only find you when they need you?
dont you feel hurt?
i've learnt my lesson i WILL NOT give in to them
one more year is all i have to endure
and is all over i'm NEVER coming back
but i dont know about you cos i've asked you before and you said you wld
wish you all the best, i'm sorry i cant be there with you
GOODBYE MY LOVER
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
heard this song on radio last night. think the lyrics damm nice la :)) (so long as you dont think the wrong way that is -grins-)
fix me in.45
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
1:42 PM
i feel so slpy now though i slept for 10h la. signs of me becoming a pig! >< some person called at 8am and the stupid phone broke my beautiful slp la. went back to slp and my handphone vibrated at 915am la. jaime called me to go church immediately to help for christmas light-up -.- not to be mean but NO THANKS even if i was free can. haha. anw went to school and met up w xm and ng. i felt so dumb going arnd asking ppl to do the sana thing for me la. also nvr finish doing la. haha. were supposed to do hmwk but in the end we ended up talking rubbish away and laughed loads and saying how dumb we were to agree to go for the cip thing la. end up we decided not to go cos xm prob has cls outing and ng mynah outing and me? i dunno haha XP. dun scream when u read the msg okie, noe we're mean but sorry bout it k... CONT SMILING :) haha. had a great? time at school though felt a lil' bu zi zai yea.
-used ;
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Sunday, December 04, 2005
2:21 AM
i thought u said u would change too
i thought WE ALL said we would do our part
but you havent
yeah nothing has changed
maybe NOT YET and not that u dont want to
maybe it takes TIME
you dont see what's wrong with evything you say
evything you do
but we do and it hurts to hear such things
the deeper u go, the more u tear it all up.
; shattered pieces
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2:17 AM
the most random but accurate invasion to date.
on behalf of miss-oh-so-popular-tay, i shall blog about camp so you i-luv-tay-people can fulfill your heart's desire. camp was very. hmm. interesting? camp was interesting. (typing from ms popular's point of view) she THINKS kucha rocks but she KNOWS ogakor rocks. like how i KNOW you guys are so in LOVE with miss-oh-so-popular-tay. on the third night of camp, she laced up you guy's tent doors. (aww, how sweet) due to this reason, she slept at 3plus am. (gosh, THE SCANDAL!!) after camp she will continue to SPREAD THE LOVE to you hopefuls!
don't worry, there will be more. everything will change.
fix me in.45
Saturday, December 03, 2005
2:30 PM
gosh just had this long talk with my mum which i ended up crying like siao la. haha.
and i declare my stomach got prob la. whole day having stomachache which hurts like siao and is so ON OFF la.
i miss my com! ><
i miss camp too haha XD
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