shattered;

Tuesday, November 29, 2005
1:10 PM

gosh. camp's over la. is like time passes so fast. i guess camp really wasnt as bad as i thought it wld be. was so damm fun. now i kinda regret not going last yr. haha. kucha bonded like so much during camp la. i love KUCHA yay! got so many things i wanna say bout camp but i shant cos once i start i wont stop. so simple summary: camp was so damm great. thanks to all those who made it so :) though am really damm tired now. i miss camp la.

all good things come to an end.
why did you remind me again.

shall go sleep whee. i miss my slp. shall slp until i shuang haha ><

fix me in.45


Friday, November 25, 2005
2:26 AM

i so dont feel like moving or packing for camp la. i havent started and i dont feel like starting XP. haha. so i dont think i'll ever finish packing for camp. oh man am so crappy la :D




sorry.

fix me in.45


Tuesday, November 22, 2005
2:48 AM

eat was so fun la. haha. went amazing race round singapore. we took like dunno how long to figure out two of our clues la. abit took ten minutes plus to unscramble the word. wre thinking bout dunno wat japanese garden, botanic garden and chinese garden la until suddenly hannah said CHINATOWN! haha. so funny and lame. haha. we went bargaining to ask the shop keepers there to sell us stuff at cheaper price and the uncle from some stall was so nice. he gave us so many things for just 2.30 la. haha. then we completed the task and our next clue was : 164m above sea level (senapang link). like HOW WLD WE NOE WHERE SENAPANG LINK IS. took more then half an hour figuring it out la. we used payphone to call singapore tourism board la. NOT VERY LAME ONLY HAHA. anw we found out that mrt control station ppl are friendly and helpful. and all mrt and bus stiation have bus guide and street directory! haha. were the first ones to reach camp christine. built our dream home: SWISS COTTAGE. i love our dream home. and the SCARECROW. and the gate and WELCOME. haha. din sleep at all on sat night la. maybe one minute. haha. we were in the tent and then STRAY AND WILD DOGS could come into the campsite la. they kept on barking and was so freaky cos they were just RIGHT OUTSIDE OUR TENT. SCARY LA. was like any moment they cld just barge in and eat us up cos they were HUNGRY LA. haha. okie am being very lame. we got 2nd la. cedar got 1st and gmss got 3rd. we helped them one lo. though we weren't supposed to =/ haha. sad flower din win =/ haha.

fix me in.45


Friday, November 18, 2005
3:30 PM

o.0 i see an invasion >< thanks mudddy!


THE DAY finally arrived.
SEVENTEENTH NOVEMBER TWENTY OH FIVE.
watched harry potter and the goblet of fire today.
my gosh. was such a GREAT show. though they skipped many parts and changed many stuff from the book so was kinda weird =/ haha. but nvm was still very NICE XD
I LOVE HARRY POTTER.



dont ACT nice a minute and scream the other,
dont just walk away, pretending tt evything's ok.
dont make empty promises, it's hurting me.




-dream come true ><

fix me in.45


Wednesday, November 16, 2005
1:02 AM

-invades-
haha it seems like a lot of ppl know your password eh. =X oh wtv, im being so lame here. haha i know you wont mind me invading, cos you're my muddy, right? -winks- suddenly i miss you a lot can. even my display picture now is my fave picture that i took with you. HAHA. it's really really cute okay. ((: yep don't cry when you walk to the toilet next time lah. ): i know you won't, cos the you i know is BRAVE. : DDD do rmbr the spastic times we shared. and the stupid things we used to do. hahaha. i just miss you, i really do. everything in nj reminds me of you. even the toilets. -.- but their toilets not as nice as st nicks' toilets. HAHAHA. no matter what, rmbr that gero's always here for you, supporting you. LOVE!

as i looked around,
it was only you i found.
my true friend,
you held my hand.

you showed me what love is,
and taught me to be His.
happy memories i shared with you,
cheered me up when i felt blue.

nothing is forever, you say,
soon it'll be the day.
soon i'll be leaving you,
it's all God's will.

as i walked away,
you knew i wanted to stay.
this is not a lie,
it's just hard to say goodbye.

ps. i know got many grammar errors and whatever not. =/ but i composed it just for you in 10 min. : DD

fix me in.45


Tuesday, November 15, 2005
3:22 AM

what did i do? am sorry if i did hurt u, but must u hurt me back?







ahem. WATEVER LO. i dont have so much love to spread around HAHA.

fix me in.45


Monday, November 14, 2005
1:45 PM

hellos. i'm in and invading. so happy we got in the finals. standard must be damn low can. must really work hard now. SNGG MUST WIN! tay is so nice to wake up so early to go down. even your ... went down to support YOU! you must be touched... aw they are so sweeet!!! your timezone abit cooky. its not 523am. but it doesnt show up on your blog right? totally crapping now.... anyways to all the tay lovers all around the world... though you may have to queue but she will love you guys all the same!!!!!!
ps/ please leave your name when you tag. or she won't now who to spread the love to.

the very beginning of invasions.
dark and difficult times lie ahead. (harry looks short here)
signing off,
ahemahemahem.

fix me in.45



5:50 AM

ehs. we actually got into the 2nd round la. OH MY GOSH la. i so cant believe it haha. so me being NICE and waking up early wasnt that bad after all ><.


sometimes.somethings.someppl.
dont realise mistakes.
we cant change.
it's not within our control.
sorry i wasnt there, cheer up okay XD
FOUR days to HARRY POTTER!
so look at the brighter side of life! haha!

fix me in.45


Friday, November 11, 2005
5:25 PM

got the tickets for harry potter and the goblet of fire movie alr.
3.05 17th NOV!!! whee.

went impromptu outing with gero again to compass pt this time.
it's great to see you again ><

i realise it's an everyday matter/

fix me in.45



5:39 AM

what time is it?
430!

church camp was totally fun. but i dun get how come am SNOOP DOG. haha.


K-U-C-H-A
kucha!kucha!all the way!
(what a lame cheer that we made up on the spot, so dun care haha)

precamp was pretty alright la. maybe aft all we will survive. i hope, i pray we will XP
monday we did gadgets which i was still in malaysia >< and tentage which was like i dunno. we took like so long to do haha. tuesday we had eh i forgot. oh axemanship, topo map and outdoor cooking. and kucha had to do tentage AGAIN cos of eh low efficiency haha. but do again we still cldnt finish in time? =/ outdoor cooking was fun though i stank like shit aft tt. we tricked ppl to eating mashmellows that we dropped on the floor AND THEY BELIEVED US haha. and i held a bunch of bananas and forced evyone who walked by to take one HAHA. am so nice to offer u all bananas rights? XP ytd we did gadgets and finally we passed! and did axemanship which i falied the v notch thing again. i so do not have good hand and eye co ordination. and we boiled an egg which was so fun though we breathed in so much smoke. and i ate ash. ): haha. had first aid also and had to act as casualty la. so gross haha. and we did the senario thing which i totally explained like i dunno. embarrassing it was though. one room house with STAIRS. =/

church camp's over, precamp's over.
and i finally dun need to wake up early to go sch. haha.
now there's stil guides camp. =/


HARRY POTTER'S COMING OUT!
I CANT WAIT! XD

fix me in.45


Thursday, November 03, 2005
2:10 PM

just stay out of my freaking life okay?
am not perfect.

fix me in.45



11:50 AM

o.O we actually finished gateway in ONE day. and it was successful, kind of haha. whee. but now somehow my hands are all totally red and my face is burning XP and my legs and eyes are tired. I WANT MY SLP! cos i slept at 1 ytd. was happily sewing my belt tt came out la. am so happy i sewed it so nice and neat for e first time ever! and the thread cant be seen! but i cant slp now cos there's ONE TREE HILL later yay!
and we took the bridge down today too, sadly ><. gwee la. say later rain then the knots tighten and dunno wat v hard to take down. we cldnt leave it there for just one day. but maybe it wasnt such a bad idea after all, considering that it just started to pour. haha.
am so contradictory =/


am sorry i let you down again. for the 4th time.

fix me in.45


Tuesday, November 01, 2005
2:56 PM

all the hyperness,
just makes me help to forget evything
all that ive done,
all that has gone by
but when i say that sentence,
tears still well up in my eyes

i cant go on.

fix me in.45