Saturday, August 27, 2005
1:54 PM
i want to hold on forever but it's just out of my reach. i want to hold on to everything but i cant. nothing can ever last cos am just not thoughtful but just totally mean and evil. i dunno wad i should do now. am hopeless i just hate my life. on the verge of breaking down cos ive just hurt too manny ppl. am sorry to u whom ive hurt. i've hurt too many ppl but i just dunno where ive gone wrong. help me someone.
life sucks.
fix me in.45
Friday, August 26, 2005
8:11 AM
am sewing letters now and i declare i cannot sew HAHA. is so horrible la. thankfully maylee's gonna sew the whole thing and am only sewing the letters for one of the cushions. cos she's the only one with a sewing machine at home HAHA. XD
tmr got maths mock paper and am so not prepared. wahahaha. was trying to practice some maths questions and not a bit fell asleep while lying on the floor cos my table got no place to study alr cos i brought home like one-third? half? my locker today HAHAHAHA. and still got the cards which are like taking up so much space and i dun dare put them on the floor cos clumsy me will probably end up stepping on them HAHA.
fix me in.45
Thursday, August 25, 2005
1:29 PM
hilda and xm came to bake teachers day cookies wheee.
at first were only planning to buy the stuff and the instant mix thing but couldnt find it then suddenly at shop and save they were like let's bake today! haha. was like 4 liao when we finished buying everything then took a cab here cos hilda needa leave at 5 plus. haha.
baking cookies was so damm fun and somemore we started everything from scratch and no one baked the start from scratch type b4. HAHA.
is kinda nice i think. cept the chao tar bottom la. HAHA. and we didnt follow recipe. went to mix the chocolate and bake and at the remaining chocolate!!! haha. XD and we used strawberry essence instead of vanila la. cos couldnt find the other one. haha.
hilda took cab to church cos very late liao and xm stayed to do the cards with me. was so cool painting our hands la. but my handprints are totally disgusting and ugly cos short of paint WAHAHAHA. the glitter part was so fun to do la. HAHA. and we finish not a bit 815 liao. and xm didnt really care. HAHA.
and we're broke cos we cleverly didnt collect money b4 going to buy and ended up using all our pocket money HAHA. ><
oops i just realised everythings so pink. eew.
fix me in.45
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
12:45 PM
ytd.
we sat on the dry parts of a flooded chapel.
then suddenly could feel water beneath.
THE WATER WAS SEEPING THROUGH THE GROUND LA not funny.
and is shit water tt is brown in colour and stank so much.
me and nick mok went to wash our pinafores.
and i cleverly washed my shorts too.
and guess wat. i so cleverly wore them back on wet.
a bit not took hist test dripping wet la.
HAHA.
am stupid and dumb.
i cant talk to others.
i cant socialise.
i cant do anything right.
and am just a failure.
the real you was not who i thought you were.
i thought i could trust you, that u were my fren.
but you're just like the other one i told u about.
why is everything tt i thought was real becoming so unreal?
fix me in.45
Monday, August 22, 2005
10:48 AM
dui bu qi ni men.
cant open them it just hurts too much.
since when is life ever fair?
it wont change no matter what.
what's fate is fate.
fix me in.45
